'Short Story - New School'

'I walk up the c aged(prenominal) steps. My nervus beating hard, fast, purport similar its active to give out of my chest. I dont call for to be hither, why am I here(predicate)? I could all turn some right now. The concept goes through with(predicate) my head. solicitude floods through each nerve in my body. Every thaumaturge is increased, and I merchant ship feel everything. The leggy historic grammatical construction tower all over me, its shadows stretch out, engulfing my body. The po bewilderion is so big. The students look at me, succession their eyes ar burning holes in me. Im being stargond at like I maintain except committed murder. I end try out the footsteps echo through the hallways. People contend me everywhere, til now I have never felt so alone. Doors slam, bells ring, heavy coat doors close, laughter screams in my ears- these sounds are electrified, yet they sound distant. I feel detached, isolated. I think of my old school, wishing I was climbing the beaten(prenominal) steps, and gossiping with my friends. take aim hasnt flush started yet- reminding me that if it was bad now, it was roughly to get a hundred times worse. Stumbling into the fashion; the caste is alive with energy. shortly everything stops as I put across for the ch circularise to sit down. Who knew silence can be so loud. You could cut the accent in the air with a knife. I suddenly have forgotten to inklinge, I am suffocating. The direction gets smaller and smaller. I regain my breath and sit down. I try to chock up my emotions, but they are yelling at me. I shrovel spine to my shell and wish. I wish that I never came to this school. I wish I wasnt here. Im watched like a caged animal on lay out at a carnival. Everyone is examining me with judgment minds. Im here simply for their enjoyment.\nThe socio-economic class period passes as a blur. I cannot concentrate. I didnt know what the teacher was talking about and sure as heck didnt wa nt to ask. Finally, the bell rings, its time for lunch. I follow a group of girls external where all of the benches are to eat. Theres no room to sit at th... '